God’s Favor

So, Today I dcree and decare God’s favor over my life!  An issue with my car turned out to be a plastic bag was picked up somehow and began melting from the head of the exhaust system NO PROBLEM!  Then I was able to get 2 new tires installed for a resonable price, right away!  Then I went to find out what to do about a phone issue I was having, AND THEY GAVE ME A BRAND NEW PHONE, NO CHARGE!!  YAY AND THANK YOU, GOD!



You’re Mine 4/20/16
Barbara Sonin-Robbins

Beloved Father to You I pray
I offer You this very day
To use me Lord, purify my heart
So I might have a brand-new start
A vessel pure and cleansed and true
To point to Your love, shining through
Each hour each day through all I see
In every circumstance to be
An ambassador or of Your great grace
To see You in each person’s face
To take a stand for a holy life
To release fear, anger and strife
And keep my focus on the race
That ’s set before me to keep a pace
Of quiet, calm within my soul
Reminding me, in Christ, I’m whole
No matter what the outcome is
There’s peace in knowing I am His
I hear that still small voice declare
“Beloved I am always there
I’ll never leave, I will never go
Trust now, in Me and you will know
My Perfect Love that casts out fear
Give all to Me and you will hear
Within your heart, I call and say,
Child, peace be still and know today
My love for you will never die
So just let go, no need to try
To win My love for child, you see,
You’re mine forever eternally.”

The Gift/Messages Of Love

The Gift 10/20/14
Barbara Sonin-Robbins

Take every thought captive, you have heard My call,
My still voice within, saying, “come one and all
Bring everything to Me no need to resist
I have heard the call, I’m the one you have missed
The call of your soul in sadness and fear
The heartache, rejection, I have been right here
I sent you My Spirit, to comfort and lift
You out from the darkness, My peace is your gift
As healing takes over all guilt and all pain
I’m back on My Throne and My heavenly reign
In your mind and your heart in each trial that you face
I am pruning the past as I finally grace
All that seemed to be only to hurt and to shame
Such a lie has been told and has blasphemed My name
Yet, the truth of My love does remain at all times
It is shared in your poems and is seen in your rhymes
I am God, there’s no other and no lie can replace
Love I’ve planted in you and no one can erase
And when time is no more and at last, I return
I will shower down love that no one can earn
It’s My gift freely given to all who would accept
Just say yes to My offer, even feeling inept
For, in truth I have waited, I have knocked on that door
In your heart I have called you, peace, be still I have more
Gifts of peace, love and joy, to bestow upon you
Just say yes and My love and My strength make you new
A new heart, a new mind, always ready to heal
Can you trust in your heart, let My love prove I’m real?”

Message Of Love / 5/2/88

This message was written to me, and was for me to share.  Due to the fear challenges I was to face over the ensuing years, I put off sharing.  I always felt I had to be “better” first!!  Today, I realize I just have to be myself! Real, with all the little doubts and fears that I still deal with.  I share these things, not knowing if they will be of help to anyone else, yet I pray that they do!   May the true God of Love, The Great I am, Yeshua, God’s Son and God’s Holy Spirit greatly bless you as you fully awaken to who God created you to be!!! I believe all of these messages come from the Holy Spirit’s inspiration within me.

Greetings in joy and in the light, on this beautiful morning of love.  Beloved child of My Heart and Soul, I come unto you humbly and with thanks for the trust, with which you choose to live your life. Constantly you are challenged and constantly you choose to turn to Me for answers, for confirmation, for communion and for direction. Think not beloved that I do not also feel gratitude, and humility. I am the highest and the best in you, I am God, the God who is The Holy Spirit within you.  I come in answer to your prayer that you be ever mindful of My Presence and Power in your life.  When an occasional dwindling doubt or fear surfaces what do you do?  You trust, you pray, you release.  Do you think this goes unnoticed?  Do you think that because you do not sit for hours a day in prayer and meditation on My Word, that I do not notice the constant turning of your mind, your ideas, your fears over to Me through prayer and conversation, that I do not see your effort?  No, beloved, I see all that goes on in your heart and your mind during this time of testing.  Yes, your faith has been sorely tested. Yes, My beloved, you have passed the test of faith!  Have you the perfect personality?  Are you totally faultless perfection in personification?  No beloved.  Yet, you do put out the effort. If only you could really trust enough to cease your struggle to “become” and graciously accept the truth of who you truly are IN ME, your little personality would be calmer and more in touch with me IN YOU AND THROUGH YOU!   Yet, alas, the time is not yet right for this understanding and acknowledgement of oneness in God; yet, dry your eyes little one, the earth is in transition and many are awakening to the Truth.  Rejoice, for God is at Hand and the time of awakening is on the land.  Relax into the love you are and feel from within.  You may see love all around you and acknowledge it outside yourself, yet not realize that it is because of what lies within that you can see it.  As you focus your attention on God and acknowledge that love, through forgiveness and acceptance of people in your life, you will begin to see things differently.  As you choose to look within and see the dark, fearful shadows hiding, diligently shine My Light into the hidden corners of your mind and heart and expose all the lies, all the pain, the suffering, sorrow, grief and fears TO MY GLORIOUS LIGHT OF LOVE, PEACE AND FORGIVENESS, FOR YOURSELF, AS WELL AS OTHERS!  Be undaunted.  Be diligent.  Be fearless in your pursuit to expunge the lies, that try to lay claim to your inheritance as a child of The Most High God.  These lies work through ignorance or greed. (spirits that need to be exposed to God’s TRUTH).  They hide within you, (the lies) yet in the Light of My forgiveness and “PERFECT LOVE THAT CASTS OUT FEAR” they must leave.  Know that within you, I reside ALWAYS IN TRUE LIGHT, TRUE LOVE awaiting only your heartfelt invitation to be invited into your awareness!  You need only to surrender and trust all to THE LIVING GOD OF LOVE AND LIGHT, to come as you are and ASK ME TO COME INTO YOUR HEART.  I am here in all My Glory, always available to be KNOWN WITHIN YOU AT ALL TIMES AND IN ALL PLACES, AT ONLY YOUR HEARTFELT REQUEST!!  I do not force myself upon anyone, EVER! Behold, I am The Christ, The Logos, The One,  Awakened, Enlightened Being…I AM THAT I AM, ALIVE, RIGHT HERE AND NOW IN YOU (AT YOUR INVITATION)!  FEEL MY PRESENCE IN THIS MOMENT.  CLOSE YOUR EYES AND FEEL MY LOVE RIGHT NOW!  FEEL YOUR ONENESS WITH THE CREATOR OF HEAVEN AND EARTH!  Walk with me, beloveds, walk with Me, join with Me, daily, hourly.  KNOW ME!  Do not cut Me off with the mistaken notion that I am not with you in the mundane.  I am here and available at all times FOR ALL SITUATIONS! IN ALL SITUATIONS.  RIGHT NOW, AS YOUR READ THIS KNOW THAT I AM SPEAKING TO YOU! YOU ARE THE BELOVED CHILD OF MY HEART, AND THIS IS MY LOVE LETTER TO YOU!!!      “Peace, be still and know”

Messages of Love 3/19/15

MESSAGE OF LOVE… Just received, I have been directed to share… “Remember you are MINE. No devil in hell, no demonic force CAN or COULD usurp GOD!!! PERIOD!! This all has a purpose! Every single thing that has happened or will ever happen. Share that today, on Facebook. GOD IS NOT MOCKED…All is under God! He will use everything to BRING TRUTH TO LIGHT! Fear not, little flock, fear not.”

Messages of Love/poetry

The Light of The World 1/23/15

I am The Light of The World, I am shining now in you

Beloved there’s no need to fear, nor worry what to do

I am here at your request to guide you through this day

I hold your hand and lead you on as you you stop to pray

To listen to that still small voice, that beckons you to come

To walk in faith with trust in Me, in Heaven where I’m from

That peaceful place inside of you, when you let go of fear

And turn instead to Me and know, that still, small voice you’ll hear

Fear not beloved, peace be still and know with all your heart

Your God, your Savior loves you so and gives a brand new start

Today, this day, I call to you, I am right here, right now

So do not worry, do not fear, I will show you how

To live today with joy and hope, to walk with love and peace

This day, brand new, to start again, in forgiveness and release.

Messages of Love, Adam’s story

After that initial diagnosis, Adam spent the next 6 months in the pediatric oncology unit at Long Island Hillside Medical Center, or LIJ as it is more often called.  We were very blessed to have had the unit directed under the care of pediatric hematology and oncology expert Dr. Phillip Lanskowski (I think I remember the proper spelling) from South Africa. He was a kind and compassionate Dr. and he was the only one to find the mass in Adam’s abdomen.  He ordered a double series of radiation, both cranial and abdominal, and a course of chemotherapy IV drugs.  He also informed my husband and I that there were cells indicating Adam had a degenerative bone marrow disease that I can’t spell, but sounds like Gowshays.  What the doctor said was “if Adam should live, he would spend his life in a wheelchair by the age of 10.”  Adam went into what they called remission two months later in February of 1975. I, however knew that he was cured by a miracle of God and the great care from a wonderful group of doctors, nurses and technicians. Adam did develop pneumonia three or four times due to his lowered immune system from the drugs.

The amazing part of this entire miracle was the way God guided me through this time. Adam was an an adorable, happy baby and, as most toddlers trusted me totally.  He didn’t want to be in the hospital at first, but I convinced him we would have fun too.  I moved in!  I told him we had a small apartment home and there were no other children, but at LIJ we had a huge playroom, stocked with plenty of toys, a nurse, play, director and other children to play with!  Adam had a wonderful imagination and we use that to help him get through the horrible parts of the needles, the scary big machines and the bone marrow tests.   Adam used that incredible imagination that only a 2 1/2 year old has , as he would sit during the chemo treatment, which was red, in color  he would lick his lips and say, “YUM, I CAN TASTE CHERRIES!!!”.  We meditated together, Adam created an imaginary cloud, he named Clyde the cloud and he would hop on Clyde and travel the world and distant galaxies on Clyde.  He had a terrible reaction to the painkillers, they terrified him and caused great anxiety, so he only got local anesthesia when having big tests.  One time when he was in the middle of a bone marrow traveling on Clyde, he cried out “Mommy, I feel God’s Hands on me!!”  Both the technician and I started to cry, but NOT ADAM!!! God had him and we BOTH NEW IT FOR SURE!!!  After about 5 mos. of living in the hospital Adam saw the other children dying one by one, his best friend was a little 6 year old girl, Melanie Lugo, Melanie had Leukemia.  When Melanie died he looked at me and asked me if he was going to die to.  I remember holding him and telling him “absolutely not!” He asked me how I knew; I told him the truth, “God told me!” Thank God he was only three years old because he never doubted me.  After all, I was Mommy, and at the age of three, Mommy is always right.